Sunday, January 21, 2018

The Fierce Urgency of Now

Proper:  Epiphany 3B

Last weekend I attended two interfaith events celebrating the legacy of The Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., one at Temple Beth Israel, and one at Vancouver Ave. First Baptist Church, the site of the only speech Martin Luther King made in Oregon. At both events, I heard a portion of one of his speeches, in which he said: “We are now faced with the fact that tomorrow is today. We are confronted with the fierce urgency of now. In this unfolding conundrum of life and history, there is such a thing as being too late.”

“The fierce urgency of now.” This echoed in my mind all week as I considered today’s texts, which are full of imminence, and immediacy, and urgency.

The words spoken by Jesus in today’s passage are Jesus’s first in Mark’s Gospel---and Mark being the oldest Gospel—they are Jesus’s first words in the entire Bible! The words are, “the time is fulfilled.” The four fishermen recognize the urgency in them. They hear the call to repent and respond.

Now. Immediately.

Our reading from Corinthians reflects the belief at that time that Christ would return at any moment. Paul tells them, “the appointed time has grown short.” Get your priorities in order, he is saying. The Corinthians are called to respond.

Now. Immediately. 

“For the present form of this world,” Paul says, “is passing away.”

Mark uses the word “immediately” 27 times in his Gospel. His Gospel is the one that really cuts to the chase. As Mark sees it, God has a plan for God’s people. God has sent Jesus, the Word incarnate, because the time is fulfilled. The time is now.

And our response is required.

The Greek word for “time” as used here is kairos. Kairos is not about chronological fact. When Jesus says “the time is fulfilled,” he hasn’t just looked at his watch and said, “Yikes it’s 8:20!! The bus leaves in 5 minutes.” He is talking about an important moment in time.  Kairos shares a root with the word for head, as in:  Things are coming to a head. Time in this sense means opportunity. Now is the time, Jesus says, for change. He calls us to to repent—to change direction, to help close the narrowing gap between this world and the kingdom. 

We’re still being called to that repentance. We’re still being asked to respond by doing kingdom work here on earth. And there is still no time like the present.

Boy that’s easy for me to preach. It’s easy to grasp, too—in our minds. So what makes it so hard for us? I think it’s partly because God’s time and our time can be two competing forces. We are caught up in the timetables of our lives, of our family’s lives, of the world’s institutions. Or we are caught up in our personal ambitions and goals--we are dancing to our own drummer. 

God’s call to us, then, can be really inconvenient. Really disruptive. 

Imagine how the families of those fishermen felt!

“Has anyone seen Andrew?”
“I thought he was fishing.”
“Well, I found his net over there…”
“Great, there goes dinner...”

So we may hear God calling, but our fear of disruption or change is like—we see God’s number on our cell phone…and we send it to voicemail.

 “I hear you God. But not now.”

And we spend a lot of cycles in psychological time. That’s what Eckhard Tolle, who wrote The Power of Now, calls our mind’s activity whenever we are NOT focused on the present. We’re in psychological time when we’re stewing over the past:  nurturing a past slight, or regretting something done or not done.

We can spend a lot of our “now” in the past. 

We're in psychological time when we're worried about the future: we’re going over scenarios for what might happen. We’re marshaling our response. We’re trying to predict what will happen, so we can have maximum control over it.

We can spend a lot of our “now” in the future.

Of course we need to face our past, and we need to look toward the future, but only insofar as there are meaningful implications for us in the present. To dwell on the past, or live in daydreams (or nightmares) about the future, is to forfeit our present opportunity to respond “now.” We have only now—to use our past to propel us into a new way of thinking, a new direction, so that we may help bring about a different future.  So psychological time can keep us stuck.

Another reason we don’t hear the urgency of God’s call is that we don’t always like the work God calls us to do. And this is where we meet ourselves in Jonah. 

Oh, how I love the book of Jonah. It’s way more interesting to take in the whole story than just the little snippets in our lectionary. This book is less about prophecy, and more about the prophet. The prophet who did not want to answer God’s call.

Notice that our reading today says, “the word of the Lord came to Jonah a second time…” Let me recap the story (I boned up by watching it on Veggie Tales). The story begins with God’s first call to Jonah to prophesy in Nineveh, and Jonah’s response is to hop a boat for Tarshish – as far in the other direction as he could go. And, short story shorter, God gets Jonah back to Nineveh by way of a big fish, which swallows him up and vomits him back on the shore—right by Nineveh--after three days in that fish’s belly.

No, Jonah did NOT want to prophesy to Nineveh.  

You see, he forgot that he was God’s prophet. And this was God’s agenda. And God had judged that this was Nineveh’s time—its kairos. When God first called Jonah, he said: “Go AT ONCE to Nineveh…and cry out against it.” 

Go at once, God said. Immediately.

"La la, la," said Jonah, his hands over his ears.
Jonah is bummed thathe Ninevites are not smitten.
(from Veggie
Tales)


Oh, he agreed with God that the Ninevites were evil. You see, Nineveh was the capital of Assyria, an enemy of Israel. The Assyrians were not only brutal; they were really sinful. Jonah didn’t want to warn them—he just wanted God to wipe them out. So yeah, he prophesied, but really, really reluctantly.

And darned if they didn’t repent. And as Jonah feared, God was merciful! God gave Nineveh a second chance! Boy, did Jonah hate that.

I would never be like Jonah!!! Never. 

Today’s texts move quickly. Jonah’s prophecy is all of eight words, and the Ninevites go from sin to repentance in one paragraph. The fishermen don’t even ask Jesus any questions—they just go. So these fast-paced texts, presented to me during the week of the first anniversary of my ordination, had me reflecting on how I responded to God’s call. Did I hear that call truly with “the fierce urgency of now”? Did I respond “immediately”-- like the fishermen?

Nope. More than once, I struggled against the interference of God’s call with my other plans, and at times, like Jonah, I wanted to run the other way.

Thank goodness God didn’t send a fish for me. But I got here.

So I have learned that most of us are not so nimble. Sometimes when we hear God’s message, and begin to change direction, we are so weighed down by life’s complications that we turn more like an ocean liner than a sports car. The changes may be gradual. We don’t always set off in exactly the right direction. In fact, sometimes we can’t even see where we’re going. And that’s ok. Sometimes our experience acts as a course corrector along the way. Sometimes, the journey teaches us where to go next.

So our first step may be to confront where we are. To get ourselves ready. Maybe to begin by letting something go. What is important is that we turn, that we move. Because God’s agenda is urgent. We are invited to participate with God in bringing the kingdom closer, and each moment matters.

Response begins with one step in a new direction—feeling, turned into action. If you're frustrated with the political situation, vote. Speak out. If you’re harboring a grudge, extend forgiveness. If you’re feeling burdened or heartsick, ask for prayers. Just turn, and begin.

            In that same speech, Dr. King said (paraphrase): “Our sisters and brothers wait eagerly for our response. Will our message be that the forces of our American life simply work against their arrival as full citizens, and send our deepest regrets? Or will there be another message, of our shared longing, of hope, of solidarity, of commitment to their cause, whatever the cost? The choice is ours, and though—like our friend Jonah--we might prefer it otherwise, we must choose.”  


King preached that in 1967. A lot of present moments have passed since then. A lot left undone.    

The time is fulfilled. Kairos is here. The kingdom is at hand. We are given us the precious gift of life, and every day unfold fresh opportunities of the present moment. 

God-given opportunities. 

May we consider them mindfully. May we dedicate them to God.  And may we respond with the fierce urgency of now.


Amen.

Preached at St Gabriel Episcopal Church, Portland, OR. Jan 21, 2018. 

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